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Jiran rumah bawah aku nih memekak dengan lagu hip hopnya. And im about to burst into tears. No, not because of my 'considerate' neighbour. Im supposed to be at class right now. But something came up and im just not strong enough to face the real world today. I didnt even submit my assignment. Suka hati aku je tak nak hantar. Seriously, ini point paling kritikal i've ever had. I chose not to talk to anyone bout it because nobody will understand. I tried but it didnt lead to anything. Unless, you've been through the same thing then you might have the same perspective on how I see things. Aku jadi makin cenderung untuk tidak bercakap dan hanya memekakkan telinga. Dengan harapan takkan sakit hati, takkan jadi cengeng. Phone calls became my worst enemy. Itu aku tak tahu kenapa. Banyak silap yang aku buat. Tak tahu macam mana lagi nak tanggung. Aku cuba ubah keadaan but it didnt work. My current situation turned me into an ignorant person and somehow i think im loosing my self confidence. Hidup aku bagai diperah dengan kuat bak buah oren yang diperah keluar jusnya. Yes, im loosing the juice! Hahaha. And all i can see right now is that the glass is half empty. Tengok lah dulu kalau awan masih sayang kat aku. Sekarang aku hanya nak menyorok and quit worrying too much.