You put a smile on my face, and I cant stop smiling

Random. I think that is the suitable word to describe our relationship. We met randomly and we hang out for a while. Then we'll disappear just like that, no news, no worries whatsoever maybe because we didn't care at that time. But somehow we will always bumped into each other randomly. Not sure whether its a fate or a coincidence. And when we meet up again, my hands start shaking, I cant sleep at night, later we said good bye but my mind cant stop thinking about you...about us! It happened every single time after we met again, and left again. But there was always something or someone that stops me from being honest with you about how I felt. And this time I'm not gonna let this chance pass by just like that. I'm gonna stop denying this feelings, because  I don't want to regret again! But...as usual the fear is conquering me maybe because I'm still paranoid to open up my heart and afraid of getting hurt or rejection.

Argh, whatever I'm just gonna go with the flow and enjoy the moment and try not to ruin our unique relationship. We will just see what's gonna happen, how it will end.  ;)

(I wish I could meet you everyday <3)