No woman , No cry

This few weeks I've been busy and stressed out sampai naik jerawat. Dammit! I am lack of idea lately. I feel so uninspired this trimester. My recent assignments didn't get a good review from lecturers. I did a collector's item of vinyl toys, and one of it is P. Ramlee. So I decided to make the packaging looks exclusive and glamorous but it turned out to look wayyy off of what I wanted it to look like. And the lecturers said it was too 'Davidoff' and it looks as if I'm trying to sell an exclusive chocolate instead of an exclusive toy. And they didn't like my paper bag too because it's too fashionable. Pfft! Sadly, I'm not good at using illustrator and that is why my work seems different from what it's supposed to be. Then only I realized that maybe I should just be a copywriter. A suit? No,thanks. I'm not good at talking with people. But my language is not that good either. Well, I better figure something out before its too late.

Apart from that I don't know what has been bugging me lately that made me feel so mellow. Nothing sad or tragic happened and yet I am so emotionally depressed. Tengok movie tak sedih pun boleh nangis! Adoi. I felt like talking bout it to someone but there's no one I can talk to. Ada kawan tapi macam takde. "That's what friends are for," Yeah right. Yes, I am frustrated. I've always been a listener and when its my turn to pour it out, there's no one I can turn to. I got a text message from Nazrene saying that she'll be working in London. I couldn't send her off in KLIA this morning so I met her yesterday. We haven't met for almost a year and now she's leaving. I have so much to tell her but there wasn't enough time and I didn't want to make her feel bad bout it. I just want to see her happy before she leaves. I'm so sad and i miss her already... :'(

Thank you for being such a great friend during this 9 years of friendship. All the best buddy! ;))