Freeway, Dreaming & Broke

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I no longer have interests in shopping. Probably because Im broke and I'd rather spend my money on cigarettes and food. Whenever someone asks me to accompany them to shop, I'll wander off and find a place to sit and smoke. I wouldnt even dare to get in any shop even just to survey at some stuff because I know that Im not gonna buy anything in the end. So why waste time looking at things that you're not gonna buy. Most of the time you can find me sitting at mamak stall drinking teh tarik and just hang out with my friends. Less money going out, and I can still have fun and catch up with my friends at the same time. Sigh. Few days ago, I bumped into my former housemate and she told me that she saw 'something' in the room that I used to rent together with her. Creepy weh! I couldnt sleep that night and I had some weird dreams. Shit. I shouldnt have forced her to tell me about it. The next day, my parents came to send some stuff. Got some bad news and Im all stressed out again. I wish I can do something to help. Hopefully things will get better.